3 weeks of being very pensive. Thought about a lot of stuff, worked out issues. Time to move on.

Only 1 week of vacation left! DAAMMMNNN. Seems fast no? I hope no one forgot about me. I certainly didn't. I hardly got any time off from you college people.

I'll miss the people here at work. Maybe I'll come back next year to work. I realized how unpredictable life can be. You really just gotta take one step at a time.

This is just a short update. I had so much to say the past 3 weeks, but Xanga was down. So maybe if I think of anything else, I'll post again.

This is one of the worst weeks in my life, and it's only half way through. I think I finally realize why people drink, do drugs, and all that stuff to escape from the reality of life. Sometimes I envy them.

I've been usually so good in dealing with my problems. I always thought of myself as being able to handle my shit, and never get emotional about stuff. Now I'm in a position that I've never been in before, and it sucks ass.

I am so torned. Don't really know what to do. Haven't really eaten or slept in 3 days, and I'm losing shitty ass lot of weight. This sucks. Need to get over it and move on with my life. But can't...

Work is getting boring. So I'm working on this website, and the dude who's suppose to supplement me with some pages is constantly changing the format. So everytime I make a change, I have to redo it on his template. I don't know how I'm going to get this site done by next week.

Today, the boss and the rest of the crew came back from the trade show in SF. It seems busy around the office now, but still pretty chill. Our 1 programmer is still holding up the production cycle. And me, being the test engineer, have nothing to test until he gives me some stuff. Hopefully next week, it'll be better. I get to work with that new 24 year-old dude on a new test project for Seimens.

So I was carrying boxes into the office today, and a cop opened the door for me. Pretty nice huh? I thought cops were just bastards, but I guess there's always a few good ones.

Not much else going on. I'll update when I have something to say

This is my first update from work. I've been working here a month now. Pretty fun, learned a lot. Pay is pitiful. But hopefully I can get a job later on with them that actually pays something. So everyone is at a trade show in SF this week. My boss is gone, so I have nothing to do. The only people are: ME (on aim and online all day), the programmer (who sits at his desks and doesnt talk to anyone), the HR lady (who is like 60 and sits in her office w/o anything to do but brush her hair every half hour), and the CEO's wife (who just talks on the phone with her girlfriends all day). What a wonderful place to work huh?

So being an intern, I realized that I am lower than dirt. I get bossed around by the marketing assistant, who has a HIGH SCHOOL diploma. I'm an engineering intern, damn it. I don't stuff envelopes and do filing. I need some respect around here. =P.

Let's see...so next week we get a new guy, who's 24 and graduated berkeley EECS, and a hot new receptionist. I'm more looking forward to meeting one than the other ;).

So last weekend, someone came up to see me, and it was nice. Next weekend again. I'm happy. It's hard to find someone like that.

I wonder how often I can find time to update my xanga at work, because I think this will be the only time that I am bored enough to think of it.